I don't think I can answer you when you're the only person I've ever really kissed. [ Gu Yun doesn't count. ] This is all... very different from anything I've ever done before. And I've always thought of myself as straight, so I've never had to consider... any of this. I can tell you I feel something but I don't know what that something means. I've never even had a proper crush, so whether or not this is even that, I couldn't say...
[ ... Actually... admitting all of this, doesn't his life sound kind of pathetic? It's even more pathetic when you consider he's actually talking about two lives! ]
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[ He can't quite meet Nie Huaisang's gaze. ]
I don't think I can answer you when you're the only person I've ever really kissed. [ Gu Yun doesn't count. ] This is all... very different from anything I've ever done before. And I've always thought of myself as straight, so I've never had to consider... any of this. I can tell you I feel something but I don't know what that something means. I've never even had a proper crush, so whether or not this is even that, I couldn't say...
[ ... Actually... admitting all of this, doesn't his life sound kind of pathetic? It's even more pathetic when you consider he's actually talking about two lives! ]